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[04 Aug 2005|02:04pm] |
Been in LEVITTOWN for like a WEEK. Satyed @ Emilys & kerrry to visit them && to see ANDREA<3 Emily died andreas hair blonde &black. looks cutee. then kerry & me pierced andreas lip. so now shes got it pireced. && went tothe carniival like everyday & it brought back soo much memories. especially being in TACO BELL. MHMM<33 and seeing some people you havent seen in a long time. its always great. weell i went to my dads house with andrea and kerry && my dad cooked for us. yeah eat there then my lovly brother of mine gave me money instead my my cheap asshole dad.
yeahh, saw my grandpa & uncle. going to my dads house AGAIN TOMARROW/ then tomarrow im going out to the cemetery to see my grandmother with my grandfather&uncle. i feel so bad cause its been like almost five months & ive only been there once. =[ i miss her<3
on the other hand my aunt and my cousin are coming to visit. so i might stay & my grandpas to see them since the live in jersey.
yeah.. pretty exciting week, i love my friends<3
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[27 Jul 2005|01:34pm] |
stfu aaandrea: nm leaving for new york in a half hour I GET TO SEE HER TOMARROW. I COULDNT BE ANY HAPPIER<3 I LOVE HER.BFFE<3
OKAY, I HAD PICTURES , BUT I CANT UPLOAD THEM. FUCKING FAGGS.
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[25 Jul 2005|02:21am] |
Ive been @ emilys the past days or so. hanging out wit her & stuff. When to the fair , kinda cool i guess. concidering i saw Bruce there & havent seen him a long time.
Andrea & Ashley come back up in 4 days and i couldnt be any happier. i love them so much<3
right now i need to find foos. Hmmm..
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[19 Jul 2005|11:42am] |
this whole past week has been boring and i waste of my fuciing summer. i had some fucking 20 yr old guy hit on me. NO he was gross. okay FUCKING GROSS. if it was rich , it be different. this summer sucksss. SUCKS SO MUCH. THERES LIKE NO POINT OF IT. I MISS ANDREA AND ASHLEY AND HAVENT ACTUALLY TALKED TO THEM. & I DONT KNOW WHEN IM GOING TO GET MY PHONE CAUSE CHRIS HAS TO GET HIS. BUT NEEDS A CREDIT CARD. I HATE MY UNCLE AS OF NOW. MY SUMMER SUCKS TO MUCH.
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[10 Jul 2005|11:20pm] |
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ONCE AGAIN , I FEE LLIKE SUCH SHIT. I REALLY REALLY REALLLY DO MISS THEM SO MUCH. SO NEXT MONTH IM GOING DOWN WITH EMILY. I REALLY DO JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF. THERES REALLY NO POINT OF LIVING ANDREA AND ASHLEY WERE THE GREATEST. I KNOW ILL SEE THEM.BUT ITS NOT GUNNA BE THE SAME TO ME. I WISH THIS DIDDNT HAPPPEN.
GOD I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH. ILY <333333
I WISH THIS WAS ALL A NIGHTMARE AND ID WAKE UP. =[
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[10 Jul 2005|05:18am] |
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HI I MISS ANDREA AND ASHLEY SO MUCH WORDS CANT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM <333 I CANT BELIVE THIS DAY ACTUALLY CAME... I FEEL LIKE SUCH SHIT!@#$%^&* I LOVE YOU GUYS<33333333333
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[06 Jul 2005|02:30pm] |
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I SAW HIM YESTERDAY, ENOUGH SAID.
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[05 Jul 2005|01:24pm] |
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so uhh spent the last couple of days at andreas. went to a show 2 days ago with her and ashley&&met up w/ peoples. it wasnt thats good. it fwas fun being with everyone. but the show wasnt good, there was a fight or whatever. Thomas got hit i hope hes okay. hmm. idk.. after the show my mom picked us up droppped andrea and ash @ applebees. && there was a show yesterday but it got canceled ?? or somthing. okay across fivr aprils. i wanted to see them badly too. damit!@!!! so theres a madison show today. i wanna go , but i dont have money right now && a ride, besides i dont know what time it starts, so whatever im guess im not gunna go. especially by myself. no. but rich is like less than 7 blocks away from me, and HI I LOVE HIM. but whatever im gunna see what time it starts.
right about now im juest typing sahit and listening to some music. && about to dance and clean upp cause i wanna organize my closet. yeah whateverrrs, later.
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[28 Jun 2005|09:15pm] |
Yeah well , i moved with my mom sunday && dont live with my dad anymore. THANK GOD! but yeah. idk . so ive been doing work around the thouse and stuff for my room. its gunna be orange. but yeahh. whateveeerrr. leave comments<3
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[23 Jun 2005|11:38pm] |
LOOK @ THIS FUCKING SCARY PLACE I WENT TO TONIGHT WITH ANDREA,ASH,AYESHA,AND DEVON .... ANYONE WANNA GO BACK WITH US SOMETIME??? ( SCARY PLACE I WENT TO TODAY!@#@! )
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[20 Jun 2005|11:52pm] |
I LOVE HOW SOME PEOPLE I USED TO TALK WITH EITHER LEFT ME OR JUST DONT TALK TO ME AT ALL ANYMORE && IT SUCKS. SINCE MY LAST DAY IN LEVITTOWN IS FRIDAY. AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, MY FUCKING EYE HURTS LIKE A BITCH. THANK YOU, BYE!
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ONE WEEK!
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[17 Jun 2005|02:30pm] |
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MYSPACE IS SCARY. THESE PEOPLE ARE GUNNA LIKE SCAR ME ONE DAY AND IM GUNNA BE SO UGLY AND HAVE NO FRIENDS. I DONT THINK I SHOULD USE MYSPACE ANYMORE.
so yeah im inlovee<33 i wanna move so badly@#$%^&O
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[17 Jun 2005|05:37am] |
its 5;37 am , an im still awakke..
pshhtt. i think someones totally amazinggg <3 i love him!!@
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[15 Jun 2005|10:27pm] |
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I LIKE HOW ME,ANDREA,ASH CAINE,&KERRY WENT TO SUNRISE MALL,THEN TRIED TO WALK HOME. ENDED UP IN WANTAGH. LIKE ON TOWN OVER.BUT OMFG IT WAS SOO FAR FROM LEVITTOWN. SO YEAH WE THOUGHT WE WERE IN HUNTINGTON,OR EAST ROCKAWAY, HAH OMFG! OVERALL TODAY WE WALKED ABOUT 8 MAYBE 9 MILES =x. AHH! SO YEAH I FEEL DIRTY BUT MY SHOER HELPED =] NOW IM JUST GUNNA RELAX. CAUSE I GOT NO SCHOOL TOMARROW. WHATS UP??!@! COMMENT BITCHES,THANKS<3
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[14 Jun 2005|09:19pm] |
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1.YOUR HOROSCOPE SIGN?
IDK HOW TO SPELL IT SO. IDK THOSE LIKE FISH THINGS? 2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?
SIGLE,HOLLA.
3. IN LOVE?
YES.
4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
YES.
5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU TURNED SUICIDAL?
IF SOMEONE KILLED THEMSELF FOR ME. ID THINK ITS MY FAULT.
6. IS SUICIDE REALLY KILLING YOURSELF?
YES??
7. COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?
CLASSIC.
8. PREFER CUTE/IDIOT or SMART/UGLY
HONESTLY, CUTE/IDIOT OKAY I DONT WANNA BE WITH A GUY WHO FUCKING GROSS.
9. ARE YOU IN A STABLE RELATIONSHiP WITH YOUR BF/GF?
NO!
10. YOUD EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE USUALLY FROM:
NOONE.
11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS THE OPPOSITE GENDER?:
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE?
12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN YOURE DEPRESSED?
I LISTEN TO HELLOOODBYE&SING&DANCE.
13. CHEERFUL OR BORING?
CHEERFUL.
14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE?
DEPENDS ON WITH WHO. LIKE IF ITS WITH RICH OR PETE. THEN ITS ALREADY PREFECT!
15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS WHY THE SKY iS BLUE?
NO CAUSE I DONT CARE ABOUT THE SKY?
17. WILL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN WITH LOVE?
WHO KNOWS?
18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL?
YES.
19. DO YOU DO ANYTHiNG WHEN A PERSON BREAKS UP WiTH YOU AFTER ONE DAY?
I DONT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I GOT DUMPED. MAYBE CAUSE I NEVER DID =]
20. GIVE ONE WORD THAT BEST DESCRiBES WHAT YOURE FEELING RIGHT NOW?
YAWN.
21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?
SOMETIMES.
22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF?
HONESTLY YES.
23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
I GUESS? 24. MOTTO IN LIFE
FUCK A REALLY HOT GUY WHOS RICH. THEN HAVE CHILLREN. THEN HELL HAVTA MARRY YOU!
25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT SOMETiMES...
OWWWIE, IM BORED. ANYONE GOT FOOD?
26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELiNGS FOR A FRiEND OF THE OPPOSiTE GENDER?
YEP.
27. iF YES, WHAT DiD YOU DO ABOUT iT?
I DONT WANT TO GET INTO IT. SO FUCK YOU.
28. IS FAME AND MONEY MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE OTHER THINGS IN YOUR LIFE?
TO ME ,YEAH.
29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR SOUNDS WHEN YOURE SLEEPiNG?
I THINK I TALK IN MY SLEEP.
30. ARE YOU DiFFiCULT TO WAKE UP?
SOMTIMES.BUT IF YOU PISS ME OFF. ILL FUCKING RUN AT YOU WITH MY FUCKING SHOE!
31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
MOSTLY ALL THE TIME. =]
MMKAYY, THANKS BYE.
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[13 Jun 2005|10:18pm] |
so mostly everyone got thier hair cut but me and sarah. im going to over the weekend. & im going shopping too =] yey. im happy. um not much to say besides i fucking cleaned my house =x!@! EW TIMES 239857583.
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