DANCE UNTILL WE JUST CANT.♥

BOREDOM .

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 18:11:11 GMT

Been in LEVITTOWN for like a WEEK.
Satyed @ Emilys & kerrry to visit them && to see ANDREA<3
Emily died andreas hair blonde &black. looks cutee.
then kerry & me pierced andreas lip. so now shes got it pireced.
&& went tothe carniival like everyday & it brought back soo much memories.
especially being in TACO BELL. MHMM<33
and seeing some people you havent seen in a long time.
its always great.
weell i went to my dads house with andrea and kerry && my dad cooked for us.
yeah eat there then my lovly brother of mine gave me money instead my my cheap asshole dad.

yeahh, saw my grandpa & uncle.
going to my dads house AGAIN TOMARROW/
then tomarrow im going out to the cemetery to see my grandmother
with my grandfather&uncle. i feel so bad cause its been like almost five months & ive only been there once. =[ i miss her<3

on the other hand my aunt and my cousin are coming to visit.
so i might stay & my grandpas to see them since the live in jersey.

yeah.. pretty exciting week,
i love my friends<3

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 17:37:45 GMT

stfu aaandrea: nm leaving for new york in a half hour
I GET TO SEE HER TOMARROW.
I COULDNT BE ANY HAPPIER<3
I LOVE HER.BFFE<3

OKAY, I HAD PICTURES , BUT I CANT UPLOAD THEM.
FUCKING FAGGS.

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 06:23:38 GMT

Ive been @ emilys the past days or so.
hanging out wit her & stuff.
When to the fair , kinda cool i guess. concidering i saw Bruce there & havent seen him a long time.

Andrea & Ashley come back up in 4 days and i couldnt be any happier.
i love them so much<3

right now i need to find foos. Hmmm..

BORING

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 15:45:52 GMT

this whole past week has been boring and i waste of my fuciing summer.
i had some fucking 20 yr old guy hit on me. NO he was gross. okay FUCKING GROSS. if it was rich , it be different.
this summer sucksss. SUCKS SO MUCH. THERES LIKE NO POINT OF IT.
I MISS ANDREA AND ASHLEY AND HAVENT ACTUALLY TALKED TO THEM.
& I DONT KNOW WHEN IM GOING TO GET MY PHONE CAUSE CHRIS HAS TO GET HIS. BUT NEEDS A CREDIT CARD. I HATE MY UNCLE AS OF NOW.
MY SUMMER SUCKS TO MUCH.

OUR MEMORIES WILL NEVER DIE.

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 03:23:56 GMT

ONCE AGAIN , I FEE LLIKE SUCH SHIT.
I REALLY REALLY REALLLY DO MISS THEM SO MUCH.
SO NEXT MONTH IM GOING DOWN WITH EMILY.
I REALLY DO JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF.
THERES REALLY NO POINT OF LIVING ANDREA AND ASHLEY WERE THE GREATEST.
I KNOW ILL SEE THEM.BUT ITS NOT GUNNA BE THE SAME TO ME.
I WISH THIS DIDDNT HAPPPEN.

GOD I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH. ILY <333333

I WISH THIS WAS ALL A NIGHTMARE AND ID WAKE UP. =[

EW

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 09:19:43 GMT

HI I MISS ANDREA AND ASHLEY SO MUCH WORDS CANT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM <333
I CANT BELIVE THIS DAY ACTUALLY CAME... I FEEL LIKE SUCH SHIT!@#$%^&*
I LOVE YOU GUYS<33333333333

BBQ ARE AWSOME

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 07:56:34 GMT

YO MY FRIENDS ARE THE ILLEST FUCKAS I KNOW.
I AM SO FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW. SO STFUUUUU, YEAHHH,

SUP CREW<333

ME YOU FUCKIN HOE.

TAMPON ANYONE?

I TOTALLY ONBE THIS FUCKING FIGHT, YEAH BITCH WORDDD,

EW BEGAYS IN THE BACK. EWWW

SOME COLL PEOPLESSS.

THERE HOTTTT

YEAHH.

AMAZING<3

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 18:29:42 GMT

I SAW HIM YESTERDAY,
ENOUGH SAID.

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 17:29:03 GMT

so uhh spent the last couple of days at andreas.
went to a show 2 days ago with her and ashley&&met up w/ peoples.
it wasnt thats good. it fwas fun being with everyone.
but the show wasnt good, there was a fight or whatever.
Thomas got hit i hope hes okay.
hmm. idk.. after the show my mom picked us up droppped andrea and ash @ applebees. && there was a show yesterday but it got canceled ?? or somthing. okay across fivr aprils. i wanted to see them badly too. damit!@!!!
so theres a madison show today. i wanna go , but i dont have money right now && a ride, besides i dont know what time it starts, so whatever im guess im not gunna go. especially by myself. no. but rich is like less than 7 blocks away from me, and HI I LOVE HIM. but whatever im gunna see what time it starts.

right about now im juest typing sahit and listening to some music. && about to dance and clean upp cause i wanna organize my closet.
yeah whateverrrs, later.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 01:15:24 GMT

Yeah well , i moved with my mom sunday
&& dont live with my dad anymore. THANK GOD!
but yeah. idk . so ive been doing work around the thouse and stuff for my room. its gunna be orange.
but yeahh.
whateveeerrr.
leave comments<3

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:41:13 GMT

LOOK @ THIS FUCKING SCARY PLACE I WENT TO TONIGHT
WITH ANDREA,ASH,AYESHA,AND DEVON ....
ANYONE WANNA GO BACK WITH US SOMETIME???

SCARYYYYY =[

EWWWWWW. =[[[[[ </3

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 17:40:58 GMT

Last person who...
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: dont remeber
Made you cry: andrea cause im gunna miss her♥
You went to the mall with: andrea,my dad-EW,and lynda

Have You Ever...
Said "I Love You" and meant it: yeah but now i dont think ill ever say it.
Gotten in a fight with your pet: yeah, my pet uhh glodfish??cause i have a goldfish?
Been to California: no, but someone i love lives there ♥
Been to Mexico: no,
Been to China: omg chinese food =P YUM!!!but.... NO
Been to Canada: hgdhjmjh NO
Been to Europe : ugh IVE BEEN NOWHERE. KAY?
Danced naked: yess
Wish you were the opposite sex : yeah who doesnt?

Right Now...
Do you have a crush on someone: yes.but they live far away=[
What book are you reading now: im not reading
Worst feeling in the world: not having anybody.
Future KIDS names: idk if i want kids anymore
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
What's under your bed: stuff
Favorite sport to watch: kay no.
Location: living room.
Piercings/Tattoos: belly botton, and 6 on my ears all together, nose->soon.
Do you drink: yes, and i dont care if you all SXE,shut up. im not. idc.thanks.
What are you most scared of: being alone for the rest of my life.
Where do you want to get married:I DONT WANT TO GET MARRIED,
Who do you really hate: i hate some people. but then i dont care about them either, so whatever.
Do you have a job: id like one.
Do you like being around people: ehh so so, depends how i feel.
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes & in the long run i found out,i t was pointless & still is .
Have you ever cried: yess
Are you lonely right now: yeahh
Song that's stuck in your head a lot: idk ,i know alot of songs ya know,.

Have you ever...
Been in love: yeah
Played strip poker: tried, but the people i played with are fucking stupid.
Pulled an all nighter: who hasnt?
Been on radio/tv: im on that show called keanenn&kell. (didnt spell right but wtff)
Been in a mosh-pit: yeah
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: not that i know of.

In the last 24 Hours have you...
Cried: no
Bought something: taco bell <333 YUMM
Gotten sick: no
Sang:yes
Been kissed: 24 hrs? nah.
Had sex:virgin.
Felt stupid:yes
Talked to an ex: no
missed someone: yes,alott.
Hugged someone: yeah, i think so?

FGTS

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 03:53:34 GMT

I LOVE HOW SOME PEOPLE I USED TO TALK WITH
EITHER LEFT ME OR JUST DONT TALK TO ME AT ALL ANYMORE && IT SUCKS.
SINCE MY LAST DAY IN LEVITTOWN IS FRIDAY.
AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, MY FUCKING EYE HURTS LIKE A BITCH.
THANK YOU, BYE!

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 02:07:07 GMT

ONE WEEK!

SAY CHEESE

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 21:38:58 GMT

SUPP IMMA FAGT, WHO TAKES TOO MUCH PICTURES. WORDD.

UP SIDE DOWNN, INSIDE OUTT<3

PE@CE!@#$%

SUPP, I HATE THIS ONE??

YEAH BITCH!@!

LITTLE MISSY,WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?

OKAY RANDOM FLOWER??

SUP GREEN?

OKAY WHY ARE THER FLOWERS IN MY HOUSE???

HEY CHRIS, YOU WERE OUR ONLY FRIEND!

um okayy..

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 18:34:00 GMT

MYSPACE IS SCARY.
THESE PEOPLE ARE GUNNA LIKE SCAR ME ONE DAY AND IM GUNNA BE SO UGLY AND HAVE NO FRIENDS.
I DONT THINK I SHOULD USE MYSPACE ANYMORE.

so yeah im inlovee<33
i wanna move so badly@#$%^&O

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 09:38:11 GMT

its 5;37 am , an im still
awakke..

pshhtt. i think someones totally amazinggg <3 i love him!!@

9 MILES!@! WTFFF?

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 02:30:20 GMT

I LIKE HOW ME,ANDREA,ASH CAINE,&KERRY
WENT TO SUNRISE MALL,THEN TRIED TO WALK HOME.
ENDED UP IN WANTAGH. LIKE ON TOWN OVER.BUT OMFG IT WAS SOO FAR FROM LEVITTOWN.
SO YEAH WE THOUGHT WE WERE IN HUNTINGTON,OR EAST ROCKAWAY, HAH OMFG!
OVERALL TODAY WE WALKED ABOUT 8 MAYBE 9 MILES =x. AHH!
SO YEAH I FEEL DIRTY BUT MY SHOER HELPED =]
NOW IM JUST GUNNA RELAX.
CAUSE I GOT NO SCHOOL TOMARROW.
WHATS UP??!@!
COMMENT BITCHES,THANKS<3

took from angieee<3

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 01:19:03 GMT

1.YOUR HOROSCOPE SIGN?

IDK HOW TO SPELL IT SO.
IDK THOSE LIKE FISH THINGS?
2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?

SIGLE,HOLLA.

3. IN LOVE?

YES.

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?

YES.

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU TURNED SUICIDAL?

IF SOMEONE KILLED THEMSELF FOR ME.
ID THINK ITS MY FAULT.

6. IS SUICIDE REALLY KILLING YOURSELF?

YES??

7. COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?

CLASSIC.

8. PREFER CUTE/IDIOT or SMART/UGLY

HONESTLY, CUTE/IDIOT
OKAY I DONT WANNA BE WITH A GUY WHO FUCKING GROSS.

9. ARE YOU IN A STABLE RELATIONSHiP WITH YOUR BF/GF?

NO!

10. YOUD EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE USUALLY FROM:

NOONE.

11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS THE OPPOSITE GENDER?:

I DONT KNOW ANYMORE?

12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN YOURE DEPRESSED?

I LISTEN TO HELLOOODBYE&SING&DANCE.

13. CHEERFUL OR BORING?

CHEERFUL.

14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE?

DEPENDS ON WITH WHO.
LIKE IF ITS WITH RICH OR PETE. THEN ITS ALREADY PREFECT!

15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS WHY THE SKY iS BLUE?

NO CAUSE I DONT CARE ABOUT THE SKY?

17. WILL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN WITH LOVE?

WHO KNOWS?

18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL?

YES.

19. DO YOU DO ANYTHiNG WHEN A PERSON BREAKS UP WiTH YOU
AFTER ONE DAY?

I DONT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I GOT DUMPED.
MAYBE CAUSE I NEVER DID =]

20. GIVE ONE WORD THAT BEST DESCRiBES WHAT YOURE FEELING RIGHT NOW?

YAWN.

21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?

SOMETIMES.

22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF?

HONESTLY YES.

23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?

I GUESS?
24. MOTTO IN LIFE

FUCK A REALLY HOT GUY WHOS RICH.
THEN HAVE CHILLREN.
THEN HELL HAVTA MARRY YOU!

25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT SOMETiMES...

OWWWIE, IM BORED.
ANYONE GOT FOOD?

26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELiNGS FOR A FRiEND OF THE OPPOSiTE GENDER?

YEP.

27. iF YES, WHAT DiD YOU DO ABOUT iT?

I DONT WANT TO GET INTO IT.
SO FUCK YOU.

28. IS FAME AND MONEY MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE OTHER THINGS IN YOUR LIFE?

TO ME ,YEAH.

29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR SOUNDS WHEN YOURE SLEEPiNG?

I THINK I TALK IN MY SLEEP.

30. ARE YOU DiFFiCULT TO WAKE UP?

SOMTIMES.BUT IF YOU PISS ME OFF.
ILL FUCKING RUN AT YOU WITH MY FUCKING SHOE!

31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?

MOSTLY ALL THE TIME. =]

MMKAYY, THANKS BYE.

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 02:18:45 GMT

so mostly everyone got thier hair cut but me and sarah.
im going to over the weekend. & im going shopping too =]
yey. im happy. um not much to say besides i fucking cleaned my house =x!@! EW TIMES 239857583.

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 17:30:49 GMT

new layout fgts.
go comment.
thanks<3

PISSED OFF!@!

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 17:09:09 GMT

I LIKE WHEN PEOPLE THINK I DID SHIT
WHEN I REALL DIDNT AT ALL.

THAT GOES FOR YOU CATE.
I DIDNT DO SHIT TO YOU.
OKAY I DONT THINK I WOULD DO THAT.
BESIDES WHY WOULD I HAVE A REASON TO DO THAT?

QUESTION???

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 03:12:02 GMT

QUESTION???
do you think when were all older/grown up,
do you think will ever cross eachother one day again and met?

CMNT loves, i wanna know.

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 13:49:39 GMT

WENT TO FROM FIRST TO LAST.
MEET THEM.
TOOK PICTURES WITH SONNY
PICKED HIM UP AND SPUN HIM, HA.
&MOSHED A LITTLE.
GOT KICKED IN THE HAND.
&&HAD THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE <3

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 01:26:56 GMT

(x) snuck out of the house/someone else's house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
( ) been to any other countries besides yours
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
(x) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x somewhat) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
() laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
() made out in an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) kicked a guy where it hurts.
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
() broken a bone
() been high
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
(x) flashed someone
() saw a therapist
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
() saw someone die
(x) had a close friend die
(x) was it recently
( ) Been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Eaten Sushi
() Been snowboarding
(x) Been Skiing
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x somewhat) Been moshing at a rock show
( ) Been to a moto cross show
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(x) thought about killing yourself
(idk?) attempt suicide more than once a month
(x) taken painkillers
() had someone cheat on you
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
() had a crush on someone you shouldn't
( ) fucked up school cause of a problem with weed
( ) own a ipod
() own a mp3 player
(?) fancy someone on your friend list
( ) have shaved ur head and glued all the hair 2 your ass
(x) had both legs fall asleep at once
( ) gone on a date with someone and you didnt know
( ) Been to australia

does FANCY SOMEONE MEAN to like them?? IM STUPID!@!IDK?